All I have to say is lies lies lies. I confronted her about calling my counselor and she denied it. I did let them come over after dinner, which I was going to pay because it was his birthday but they wouldn't let me. They brought in a big bin full of junk for Alex's birthday and a cloth recycle bag full of movies for her. They had one for me as well with a yellow envelope that I haven't opened yet. She then cornered me and asked if she could come over while her car is getting an oil change like she normally does. I said sure, after long long hesitant. I hope dad will come with the kids to house sit since I have to work or I can just leave 2 hours early for work and not be home when she arrives. Why can't I be strong without feeling guilty? Again, she also kept saying things about Chris that hurt me inside and a lot more stuff. I hope God moves me away from this emotional and spiritual rottenness. Pray for change in Sue and healing of hurt she has been through (according to her). Pray I can become stronger in standing up to what I need to live a healthy spiritual life.