Today I stayed home from work without a voice. I am getting better though. Thank you God for your healing touch. I pray your healing touch on my sister now. I was able to talk to one of my aunts tonight to get an update from her. I thank you for her success as well and that she is able to help a cousin now that needs her help. I pray a healing hand on cousin Pat Lord, you know her condition and I pray that you will ease the pain. I pray for Don and Sarah Lord this weekend as they minister to those at the Weekend to Remember seminar and for the baby Gray situation. I Praise Your Awesome Powerful Name. I thank you for helping me get out of the pits I was in and I thank you for keeping me out. I am loving you more each day. I thank you for this new relationship Lord and pray that your will be done and your love and guidance will be over it. Thank you for Alex as today she said she is here for me whatever I need she is there. She is so precious and I thank you for giving her me to be ministered to by and to be loved by and vice versa. Lord, you are the Light onto my path.

Wow, I don't know where to begin. It has been a great couple of weeks. God has enlightened me so much. I am starting to love and accept myself as God does. I am getting to know my friends better through facebook. I am enjoying the time with my daughter. We enjoy our rides back home to see family and friends. Do you ever want to be split in two so you can be two places at the same time, well, that is how Alex and I feel. We love it in Indiana and like it here in Iowa as well. I do not like to read but the book by Beth Moore getting out of the pit jumped out at me at Walmart and tonight as I was sick with hardly a voice I read 4 chapters. It is an eye-opener. Well, I am gonna go to bed now. It seems like I have been doing that lately (today). I feel like I am letting the team down but as a wise person said to me tonight, you will be letting the team down if you spread the sickness to them or don't take care of yourself and you are out more than these two days. Pray with me for God's direction as I am waiting at a stand still right now. I am happy and free!!!!