My prayer is that God will continue to help me remember and I will continue to give Him praise. I pray that Alex will know God for herself and not what others are telling her. I pray God will help me to talk to her so she will know the truth, especially after today. Friday she told me 2 men that she would like me to get with one being married and retired and the other is someone who helped me in the past but we also both got hurt. I told her today God is my husband and He is her dad. She said no God is in heaven. I told her yes but in His word He says He is the father to the fatherless and a spouse to the unmarried. I also told her I am ok and dad will always be my husband. I also asked her last night why she wants me to get remarried and she said because I want you happy again and men are smarter. I told a couple of guys this at church and they said I am raising her well. :) I said God is watching and taking care of us and daddy is watching as well. She said I know but daddy is in junior heaven. That hurt me so much inside hearing her say that. I said Alex there is only one heaven and one hell no junior or inbetween. If you would like to verify this please feel free to talk to Pastor Barry (children's pastor). So I pray that God will have her know the truth and draw her close. I pray that God will give her the peace and strength that He has given me that we don't need men to complete us and to live but all we need is to have God fully in our lives and if it is His will to provide a godly man again so be it. I thank you God for your love and faithfulness in my life. I praise you for allowing me to change at least one life by showing unconditional love for Chris, even though my human will interferred with your plans but you still changed Chris' life and kept us together in love. I thank you for my testimony of your love and commitment to me and walking hand in hand with me. All I have to say today is God is HERE!!! I will remember all that He has brought me through and has done in my life. I encourage you to meditate about all that He has done for you as you listen to the following song.