It is finally here. The day of my first trip back home to visit. I am leaving tomorrow night and will drive all night. I am praying we won't get sick from those who are sick right now. I am excited to be coming to see friends and family. However, I am not seeing one side because I am not ready to. Alex and I went for a drive tonight and we had a nice talk. I asked her if she was excited to be going home and she said kinda. I told her that I am excited but I am liking it here. She said yes mom me too. :) She loved the ride! Work is going well and the hype about the N1H1 is helping us stay busy. Seems like everyone is running to doctor even for a cough. I am praying for a hard decision that I am going to have to make tomorrow. I have researched and read up on things and I think I am ready to stand ground. God will let me know what to do. I just turned my calendar to Oct. 23rd and it says Therefore I tell you whatever you ask in prayer believe that you have received it and it will be yours. Thank you God for this word. I have seen you fulfill this over and over.

My neighbor was on facebook tonight and we talked. She said still no sign of the bank people and the bushes in front of house are beautiful especially the red one. Maybe I should take my house key and spend night there Sat. so we don't get sick.

I hit my first animal tonight. It was 2 huge raccoons. They stopped in middle of my lane and there was an oncoming car so I couldn't swerve. I breaked but not enough space to. I felt bad but then told Alex the farmers will be happy.

Alex and I had a good time tonight. Thank you God.