Sunday, May 16, 2010
Good early morning, I am doing well. This week has been difficult to a point. Monday I was off due to switching another so he could go to his mothers for mothers day. I found out I didn't like days off during week while Alex is in school as the day was lonely. Wednesday, I saw the vein doctor and found out I have circulation and no blodclots so back to no idea what is causing the swelling and pain to foot. Thurs. had to deal with some things that was not pleasant. Friday, I spent the day working then two movies then to walk on treadmill to just appease my lonliness. Alex was at a friends house for the night. It has rained for a week now and finally yesterday and today the sun came out. I haven't slept much this week. Usually I don't get a restful night once or twice a week but this past one seemed like every night was sleepless. Again, it is 3am and I am awake. I get about 3 hours in a night and was thankful to have Saturday morning to sleep in so I got 6 hours. Today I took it easy as I didn't want to overdue my foot as I did work it Friday. It was nice to go do errands with Sarah. I agree with her it is so much more fun to do it together. I actually even got some lunch items while going with her. I am so thankful God has blessed this friendship with her, started out rocky but the rockiness when worked through builds stronger foundations. I am thankful for the friends and people God has put in my life to help make life better. I would be on here for days and it would be a novel if I would list all and how they are special to me. Just know that I hold all of you dearly and close to my heart and pray for you often. God has truly turned a bad thing into greatness. Thank you God and I am forever grateful.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Alex's Spring Program 4th grade
Alex with Marlene's and her teacher then Jon, Marlene and Alex before program. Good Evening, Today I was able to switch with another so I could go to Alex's program. Here in Dike/New Hartford the kids splits the programs. This yr the K-2nd got Christmas and 3-4th graders got Spring concert. Next yr will be reversed. Here is one of the songs the 4th graders did.. A Pirates Life which Marlene and Alex did.
Jon which is in 3rd grade part of program.
Here is a Bop Shu-Wop that the 3rd graders did... my cousin's 3rd oldest boy Jon is the one in front of red and white striped shirt and behind the girl in blue and white swirl dress.
Do Re Mi by the 4th graders
Hope you enjoy these. Some more are on my fb page and I will try to download more this week to share.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Well, I made it through another week. It has been a trying week but I saw growth from last month in areas and also I am not allowing others reactions or actions to bother me as bad or long. If the rain is what it takes to praise You Jesus bring the rain! I am not giving up! I am not turning my back! I am still Yours!
I had my orthopedic appointment Thurs after having a fantastic time with Sarah at her house then for lunch at HuHot. The doctor had gorgeous blue eyes. Anyways, he is sending me to another doctor due to him thinking it is not a foot injury anymore. He thinks what happened is when you drive for a long period of time especially 8 hours and don't get out and stretch the fluids in your veins just sits there. Then when I got out of car and walked fluid rushed up through the veins fast causing the collapse of feet causing me to fall causing the injury. As far as the injury goes he says it is healed but doesn't know why foot is so swollen which he also said is swollen clear to my calf. He thinks it is a blood clot especially when I answered his question of if family has them. So I now have to go to a vein doctor to get a vein mapping to see if that is what is causing the swellness and pain. In meantime, no exercising and being careful so if it releases it doesn't go to my lungs. I know I trust God and I am in His Hands but I can't help to worry and be upset. Matter of fact, I have been up for 21 hours now with 3 of these hours trying to sleep but kept waking up every 5 minutes. God surely wouldn't have me die and leave Alex without any of her parents or having it be so close together! What happens if the worst does happen, I don't want her to be mad at God, I want her to know His love and compassion. Am I able to fly to FL with this condition with the air pressure and all? What next if it is not a bloodclot? How am I gonna lose weight and also help Alex run her mile? And more ?'s running through my head.
Today at work I ended up having to take my shoe off and put my medical boot on due to the swelling and pain. The shoe got so tight. I tried sitting but each time I sat down I needed to help customers with the others busy or on breaks. I moved up my appointment cause my boss said not to work around my schedule so I called and got one 5 days earlier which was the only earlier appt open. (Work is like that they take care of you like family) The schedule is made out 4 weeks in advance so I was thinking of them so I wouldn't let them down. So now my appt is May 12 at 8am. It is gonna be hard for me to take it easy and not do anything to cause it to errupt. You all know lately I have been impatient with it and want to exercise and run with Alex and even did the cha cha cha. I just am not one to sit still long, which drives people at work nuts and some family too. But they all love me and care for me and I do them.
Then after doctors visited with youth pastors wife from our Sunday church. We had fun and watched her son play tennis. He won all his matches. She talked to me about helping Ms Sharon with a small group. So I am praying about that. I do want to get back involved with events of the church.
I haven't told Alex cause she will worry like I am already. I will tell her when I know more. She just got her midterm trimester grades and she is still A student. Charlotte at work switched with me so I can go to her program on Monday.
God has truly blessed us and I know it was a right decision to make in moving here but it was hard one to make as well. I couldn't ask for a better place to be in my life right now. Focused on God and staying strong in Him with the help of my friends and family. My daughter and I are bonding and living life in happiness. Love to All.
I had my orthopedic appointment Thurs after having a fantastic time with Sarah at her house then for lunch at HuHot. The doctor had gorgeous blue eyes. Anyways, he is sending me to another doctor due to him thinking it is not a foot injury anymore. He thinks what happened is when you drive for a long period of time especially 8 hours and don't get out and stretch the fluids in your veins just sits there. Then when I got out of car and walked fluid rushed up through the veins fast causing the collapse of feet causing me to fall causing the injury. As far as the injury goes he says it is healed but doesn't know why foot is so swollen which he also said is swollen clear to my calf. He thinks it is a blood clot especially when I answered his question of if family has them. So I now have to go to a vein doctor to get a vein mapping to see if that is what is causing the swellness and pain. In meantime, no exercising and being careful so if it releases it doesn't go to my lungs. I know I trust God and I am in His Hands but I can't help to worry and be upset. Matter of fact, I have been up for 21 hours now with 3 of these hours trying to sleep but kept waking up every 5 minutes. God surely wouldn't have me die and leave Alex without any of her parents or having it be so close together! What happens if the worst does happen, I don't want her to be mad at God, I want her to know His love and compassion. Am I able to fly to FL with this condition with the air pressure and all? What next if it is not a bloodclot? How am I gonna lose weight and also help Alex run her mile? And more ?'s running through my head.
Today at work I ended up having to take my shoe off and put my medical boot on due to the swelling and pain. The shoe got so tight. I tried sitting but each time I sat down I needed to help customers with the others busy or on breaks. I moved up my appointment cause my boss said not to work around my schedule so I called and got one 5 days earlier which was the only earlier appt open. (Work is like that they take care of you like family) The schedule is made out 4 weeks in advance so I was thinking of them so I wouldn't let them down. So now my appt is May 12 at 8am. It is gonna be hard for me to take it easy and not do anything to cause it to errupt. You all know lately I have been impatient with it and want to exercise and run with Alex and even did the cha cha cha. I just am not one to sit still long, which drives people at work nuts and some family too. But they all love me and care for me and I do them.
Then after doctors visited with youth pastors wife from our Sunday church. We had fun and watched her son play tennis. He won all his matches. She talked to me about helping Ms Sharon with a small group. So I am praying about that. I do want to get back involved with events of the church.
I haven't told Alex cause she will worry like I am already. I will tell her when I know more. She just got her midterm trimester grades and she is still A student. Charlotte at work switched with me so I can go to her program on Monday.
God has truly blessed us and I know it was a right decision to make in moving here but it was hard one to make as well. I couldn't ask for a better place to be in my life right now. Focused on God and staying strong in Him with the help of my friends and family. My daughter and I are bonding and living life in happiness. Love to All.
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