Wow, I don't know where to begin. It has been a great couple of weeks. God has enlightened me so much. I am starting to love and accept myself as God does. I am getting to know my friends better through facebook. I am enjoying the time with my daughter. We enjoy our rides back home to see family and friends. Do you ever want to be split in two so you can be two places at the same time, well, that is how Alex and I feel. We love it in Indiana and like it here in Iowa as well. I do not like to read but the book by Beth Moore getting out of the pit jumped out at me at Walmart and tonight as I was sick with hardly a voice I read 4 chapters. It is an eye-opener. Well, I am gonna go to bed now. It seems like I have been doing that lately (today). I feel like I am letting the team down but as a wise person said to me tonight, you will be letting the team down if you spread the sickness to them or don't take care of yourself and you are out more than these two days. Pray with me for God's direction as I am waiting at a stand still right now. I am happy and free!!!!