God is GREAT!!! I love that He never leaves us. Alex had a half day today due to snowy weather. Since I gave up facebook and started going to bed when Alex does, even though I just lay there, satan has attacked me not only spiritually but mentally and through conversations with others that creates tension. I am praying that each one of these resolves healthy. I am glad to report that not only have I healed a lot out here that I am doing much better with my relationship with Alex and myself. I still have things to work on but I have come a long way in the areas. Praising God for His love and compassion. Psalm 33:5 The earth is filled with His tender love. I am leaning and trusting on His tender love and praying that He reveals to me how to handle communication and relationship that the enemy is putting a wedge in. I pray that my feet will get better soon and I can return full time soon. In the meantime I am praising God for having me take a step back and realize there is more to life than work, to a sense. I do have to be responsible and provide for Alex and I. He has revealed to me that it is not amount of time with her it is the quality of time with her. Thank you Father for your reveals in life and loving us unconditionally. I pray that I am and will show your love unconditionally.